Ryan's first official visit to San Diego

I'm sitting here in the airport waiting for Ryan to land. This has been the longest time I have ever been away from my baby! I feel like I am jumping out of my skin, so excited to wrap my arms around my little boy!! I hate what he has to go through and all I can hope is this separation with us is only temporary. He needs his mommy and I need his sensitive, loving, caring spirit around me on a regular basis. We have been through so much together. If it weren't for him I wouldn't be who I am today. When he made me a mother for the first time, it changed my life. For the first time I wanted to do better, be better and give him the world. I love him more than I love myself. He is the reason I wanted to change my life. I want to lead him by example down the paths of life that will bring him the most joy and happiness. 

This little boy deserves the world and I hope to be there for him- whether near or far.  I want to be the person and mother he needs me to be.

This plane can not land soon enough!!!